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your armsThis is not the kind of thing money can by,
its way to special for us two to share,
you love is warm even on the coldest nights when your not here.
I find you arms my favorite place to be,
I'd choose it over a plane ticket to any wear as long as i could stayand be hear in your arms
and have it be just you and me.
thoughts of a broken heartwhat will i do with the mess you made me into
i am cold and lost you to the likes of her
was i too faithful
was i too honest
what went wrong I'll never know
you broke me down
i am medically happy
but still want you back
i just want to be close too you again
i want to fall asleep to your heart beat again
it was always my favorite song
but now i fall asleep to the sound of loneliness
in the morning i forget and wake up with a smile only to remember
you are no longer there,
i should have known it would happen
not only did i loose love i lost the best friendship a person could have
but maybe we'll meet again down the road and you can have my heart
only to break it again.
maybe if i try and smile my tears wont pour as hard
maybe if i smile it will all go away
i hate myself for letting you in
i have my regrets but it was nice while it lasted
i feel like you died and i worry myself sick that you will never be happy
but its making me kill myself inside
i just want to see your smile one more ti
my addictionyou are my addiction.
something i cant let go
i dont even understand why i love you so
but you are so beautiful more than you will know
i can let go of you
much less let you leave my head
i want to see your smile again
i yern for every word that leaves your lips
everything everything about you is my addiction
the things i cant let go
i just want every part of you you are my addiction
the wind whistled softly in her ears.
she could hear the waves splashing and roaring,
she ran her toes through the sand,
she could still feel the lingering heat from the sun.
the world felt prefect at that moment like nothing could go wrong.
she hoped it would last,
mild silence in her mind,
she felt hopefull for that but knew it probly wouldnt last.
the person she was could not live with this sort of peace for long.
sometimes moments like this made her want to cry.
she arose from her beach towel and made her way to the edge of the water.
the water was shockingly cold on her warm legs that were bathed in the sunset.
she danced in the water like a child,
the peacefulness was like a natural high,
it made it seem like she wasnt alive
all she could feel is what was around her,
the gental warm breeze that seemed to cool her sun burn
just enough so that she could no longer feel it.
she almost started to smile for once when she felt it
someone was coming
english assingmentI remember it well the year was 1969, and the Coach had just announced that we would that we would be have lunch with a member of our opposing basketball team, from an all white school. People were not the least bit excited, nor was I.
But they are the enemy!One person yelled to the coach. This caused chain reaction of comments.
Bet their all stuck-up, snobby.
Rich, brats. People chimed in.
I stood quietly, but I wasnt looking forward to the lunch.
The next day I was assigned to meet, Clyde. Clyde was a freshmen and he played the same position as me on his team. We both had to wear our school shirt, too make it easier to find each other, and meet in the park. When I got there I spotted him immediately.
Hi. I said grudgingly. I knew it just by looking at him he must be stuck up.
Hey. He said back not smiling. Well lets get this over with. Came the next thing out of his frowning mouth.
I sighed and
bakeneko chapter 2Chapter 2
The lunch bell rang two periods later and Kana grabbed her lunch box out of her bag and headed for a big tree outside where she normally ate. She sat down in the grass and opened her lunch box up to find a tuna sandwich, some carrot sticks, a juice box, and a cupcake. She started to open her sandwich when she remembered that she had Pocky in her backpack. Setting her sandwich down she turned and got her Pocky out of her bag, though when she looked where she had set her sandwich down it was gone. Kana got a confused look on her face and looked around the court yard area to see nobody else around, people usually ate inside.
She got on her knees and crawled around to the other side of the tree to find a cat eating her sandwich. Not just any cat though, oh no this cat was her two tailed friend that she watched out the math room window.
Can I help you? That is my sandwich kitty. She said softly.
The cat jumped a bit and left the sandwich to rub i
bakeneko-chapter1 two tailed..Chapter 1
Two tailed friend
BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! Kanas alarm went off really loud blasting in her ears. She reached her arm out of her covers and hit snooze. Then she rolled of and continued to sleep. She had been sleeping for about ten minutes when her door blast open flooding her room with light she put her face into her pillow ignoring the light but suddenly there was an extreme change in wait on her back. She coughed and struggled to breathe.
KANA-CHAN! TIME TO WAKE UP!!!!!!Shouted the extra weight on her back. She now could now not get any air. Rolling over with much force the weight flew off of her landing on the flood with a loud thud.
AME! Why are you in my room at this time of day!?! said Kana sharply glaring at the smiling girl on the floor in a blue and white sailor schoolgirl uniform. The girl stood up and walked to the light switch and turned the lights on.
I am sorry its just I heard your alarm go off and you will be late for school
unexcepted defeatwell isnt this nice here we meet again,
have we danced this dance before? we have
has this song played in the back ground as we move in a circluar motion?it has
face to face we come again
worry hangs thick in the air
how dare the other face you with such confidence!
you see the other with eyes of confidence, but inside you are feeling the fear.
to let it get a hold of you would show weakness in your eyes so you push the fear far away just enough to keep your sanity but not close enough to effect you
staying calm and staying cool does the other notice that you are shaking at the knees know that they will not back down.
but no they could not be stronger than you. no they aren't stronger you know that as well.
the fear sets in you want to scream but you just fall to the ground for this pain has become quite unbearable you keep quiet so that the ones passing by do not see.
so now you see as they lay there crippled on the floor because of you,
the poud accomplishment,no guilt you feel, no s
the sunxthe moononce there was a time when the moon shared the sky with the sun. the moon loved the sun very much. the moon would always enjoy the time spend with the sun but he could not always see the sun because they had to work. the sun had to light the day,and the moon had to light the night.one night when the sun was not around the moon was talking to a beautiful star,he was telling the star how much he loved the sun. the star laughed
"you have no chance with the sun."said the rude little star."for the sun is much brighter than you."
this made the moon very sad.so he asked the star to ask the sun what she thought about him.so the star met with the sun.
"what do you think of the moon?"asked the little star.
"the moon is wonderful he is always glowing."said the sun lovingly.
the star also loved the sun very much and he was jealous of the moon.
the next night when the moon was out the little star came to tell him what the sun had to say.
"the sun says you are the dullest thing that ever entered the
Someone asked me what is love
is it good, is it bad
is it awesome, is it terrible
I honestly didnt know how to answer them.
I finally desided love is the most complicated of all emotions
Love is kind
love is harsh
love is wonderful
love is terrible
love is a cure
love is a sickness
love is LOVE
love is hate
love is meaningful
love is pointless
love shows the best in people
love shows the worse in people
love makes us speak truth
love makes us lie
love understands everything
love confuses everyone
love builds your life
love tears your heart down
love makes you smile
love makes you cry
love makes us cuddle
love makes us hit
love makes the world go round
love makes the world go crashing down
love makes things simple
love makes things impossible
love is always worth it
love is never worth it
love makes us smarter
love makes us stupid
love is enlightening!
love is BLIND
make love not war
make war out of love
love is peaceful
love creates fights
love is sooth
SuicideSuicide... they call it sin
They say it is a death in which no-one wins...
They encourage you not to do it, they say it is wrong...
But who is there to encourage you when you can't be strong.
You feel like you have no-one, not even a friend.
No shoulder to cry on, just one last letter to send.
tragedies - collab.you deserve all the cobweb dreams,
fairytale hopes, and explosive love
in the world, but i know that i
will never be the one
to give them to you.
you need notes that end with
'ps - you're brighter than
twenty-seven silver stars'.
i can't bring myself
to write them, though.
it's not like you'd read them,
i cut out paper hearts and
dreams and gave them to you, but
you only ripped them up and said
'these aren't good enough.'
when i painted you a picture
of golden skies and sunshine smiles,
you handed it back and told me
'next time, paint realistically.'
so i wrote you a story
filled of starless nights and
hopeless dreams. you said 'no,
i don't need this. you're
tragedy enough for me.'
by the time i was humming you
melancholy lullabies through the receiver,
you had already surrendered
to the sweet grasps of sleep.
'i'd rather nightmares than you,'
you said, hanging up the phone.
i kept singing anyway, hoping
that you would stop running
long enough for me to catch up.
but i forgot -
the speed addictthe speed addict knows if he stops moving,
he will die. so when inertia takes hold
his heart falters and his head slams against
a future, lit by the dashboard. he hears
his veins stuttering like gears grinding out
a staccato refrain, while the wheel spins and
goes numb. as his breath twists away from his grip,
rasps a hol
heart song.this is the song
to your heart.
why are you locked inside
a bathroom stall? no one
to hold you, tell you sweet
lies and say you are
beautiful, say you are
perfect? it's not the end of
the world, not yet. if it was,
wouldn't there be
your heart is not yet
dead; please do not
say it is. if it was dead,
it wouldn't hurt this
your heart is only sleeping.
when the only melody in your head
is a break up song, and the only thing
your heart seems capable of doing
is twisting itself into knots, and the only
thing you want to do is hide and escape
we are talking about finding
eternity in the things people
throw away. we are talking about
listening to the moments of silence
in between heart beats. we are talking
about distances shortening and
people realizing they can
we are talking about
one of the greatest tragedies
in life is that
DementiaThe old man sits with stooped back.
The room is cold, just like his hands.
Thoughts have wandered like small children.
He wonders if he will see home again.
Thoughts have wandered home again,
with stooped backs and cold hands.
The room sits with the old man.
Like small children, he wonders if he will see cold.
Back stooped with thoughts, he wanders.
Like a child the small room sits, wondering.
Home again is cold.
The old man will see with his hands.
Thoughts have wandered with stooped backs.
The cold hands sit with the old man.
He wonders if he will see like small children.
The room is home again.
This PainTears roll down my face,
As I cut myself,
To release the pain.
It hurts so much,
But feels so good.
The pain is draining from me,
In drops of blood.
As I watch my pain leave from me,
"How can this be,
That I have so much pain
When I'm only merely 16?".
Then I remember the past that I've had,
Memories of yelling,
all the awful scars.
I've cried too much,
I've hated so many,
That I don't think people will ever get me.
I come back from my world of thoughts
And realize that I've bled too much,
It's all over the counter,
It's becoming messy,
But I don't care.
I just want this pain out of me.
I'm starting to think that I can't go on,
That maybe I should cut deeper
Till there is no more pain or blood,
But then I remember,
That I may have a future.
I'll just have to wait out this pain
And let the blood dry up.
you can't feel through fabrictonight the rain becomes the earth
falling from hidden spaces in the sky and swollen clouds
i hear it make mud of dirt, and lovers of friends
and ask, quiet, where are you going but down?
im not all there in the head
youre not all there in the head, my mother says
im not all there in the head i repeat
sometimes im there in my toes and fingers and heart as well
and now - in this downpour moment- i lie on the street
so warm that i think well thats where loves gotten to
but where is your shirt n? oh someplace else
and is that a light flickering in the house across the road? hide!
i rush in soaken with rain i watched fall (like stars)
am i poetic enough yet, yet?
leaving rain-prints on the carpet but mother wont mind
mind you she never minds anything if its mine
but then it stops a quick shut-eye stop
(i wonder) is it dew now that it sits like jewels upon the grass?
the wind is lovely in my ear, voice like rushing water
Depressing PoemsSorry --
What if she died?
And at the funeral her parents told you,
"You could have saved her from herself."
How would that make you feel?
And that night you went home
Sat in your room alone
And killed yourself
Just to be with her again and tell her
Why do people try to help me?
Do they care?
I guess they do
But all I do is hurt them
She keeps trying to help me
But all I do is push her away
She's my best friend
Why can't I just let her help?
What if I died right now?
How would you fell?
Sad, depressed, torn apart?
Or would you feel nothing,
But an empty place that can never be filled again?
i cant help it
i cant help how much i love you
i have try to stop but you are like a drug
i am so addicted to you
to your kindness to your smile to everything about you
i cant help myself
everytime i think of your face i can stop from smiling
my heart is over flowing with love for you
its funny how you have know clue
and you most likely never will
but i stand here in this darkness thinking of you
trying to stop loving you
trying to stop my heart from hurting due to the absents of you
but i cant stop loving you
i cant help it
every where i go you are there in my heart
i try to push you out but sadly i can not
because i love you more than i can say
i cant help how much i love you.
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